This is REALLY getting on my nerves.
Jason has been ready to go, and I mean REALLY ready to go, for the past few nights. Before I was too distracted with my little one recovering from surgery. Well, she's recovering nicely. Last night we were cuddled on the pull-out couch (it's been easier to use during recovery) and his hard cock was snuggled nicely into my backside. I ground against it and then winced when my hip started hurting.
I had surgery a little more than a month ago, and during that surgery I had a tubal done. For some reason it's still hurting, and this lack-o-nookie is starting to get on my nerves...
And poor Jason...he's been rearing to go for the past three nights and I've been falling asleep in his arms! Maybe I'll take a pain pill tonight and jump him...he'd like that...
Thursday, August 23
Wednesday, August 22
Back into the "swing" of things...
My daughter is feeling better, which means that Jason is frisky...again. I swear, since we've even discussed swinging with another couple, his horniness has increased 10 fold! He used to want sex three times a week or so, but now it's every night! I swear the man would do a hole in a wall!
Not that I'm not enjoying myself...
I'm not one of those women who come easily. The wind has to be blowing in the right direction and the moon has to be aligned with Venus in order to get me to come without help from my little purple friend. Not that it bothers me, but having to use batteries ALL the time kinda gets annoying. I've only slept with one other man besides Jason, the "EX", and I rarely came "naturally" with him either, which leads me to believe that it's all me...
I know some women have a difficult time having an orgasm, and others can orgasm if you look at them the right way, but it's REALLY annoying to be one of those women who needs things done JUST right in order to come...
It makes me worry that anyone we fool around with won't enjoy fooling around with me because I don't come easily. *sigh* - guess we have to have that "first date" and find out, huh?
Not that I'm not enjoying myself...
I'm not one of those women who come easily. The wind has to be blowing in the right direction and the moon has to be aligned with Venus in order to get me to come without help from my little purple friend. Not that it bothers me, but having to use batteries ALL the time kinda gets annoying. I've only slept with one other man besides Jason, the "EX", and I rarely came "naturally" with him either, which leads me to believe that it's all me...
I know some women have a difficult time having an orgasm, and others can orgasm if you look at them the right way, but it's REALLY annoying to be one of those women who needs things done JUST right in order to come...
It makes me worry that anyone we fool around with won't enjoy fooling around with me because I don't come easily. *sigh* - guess we have to have that "first date" and find out, huh?
Tuesday, August 21
Tired
More talk about sex tomorrow...my daughter went into surgery today, so I'm a bit stressed with that...
I promise I've got some definitely things to talk about tomorrow...
I promise I've got some definitely things to talk about tomorrow...
Monday, August 20
Unsure...
There are some days when I'm totally ecstatic to have Jason and I join another couple - I can already imagine how hot and sexy things can get when it's just a pile of flesh in the middle of the bed...
Then there are nights like last night.
Nights when Jason takes his time, kissing me all over. When he liks and nibbles on the pulse at my wrist. Nights when he takes his time, caressing my nipples with his tongue and lips. When his mouth slowly moves down to my pussy, licking my clit slowly...laving it gently and softly.
Nights when he works his way back up my body, licking and kissing my stomach and breasts, and slowly slips inside of me. Whenever his cock goes inside me, it feels as if I am finally home.
Those nights make me worry that sleeping with someoe else will cheapen what we have together...
Then there are nights like last night.
Nights when Jason takes his time, kissing me all over. When he liks and nibbles on the pulse at my wrist. Nights when he takes his time, caressing my nipples with his tongue and lips. When his mouth slowly moves down to my pussy, licking my clit slowly...laving it gently and softly.
Nights when he works his way back up my body, licking and kissing my stomach and breasts, and slowly slips inside of me. Whenever his cock goes inside me, it feels as if I am finally home.
Those nights make me worry that sleeping with someoe else will cheapen what we have together...
First Conversation
Jason and I were on one of the swinging websites one night a few weeks ago, browsing around and seeing what kind of people were on the site.
ALL kinds of people...
We ran across one that was five miles down the road from us. FIVE MILES! You have to understand...we live in a town that has 150 post office boxes. It's small. so to hear that there was someone literally down the road that was a swinger was a bit of a shock. Just for the hell of it, we contacted them.
They responded.
They were very conscious about getting together with people in the area, and talked a lot about discretion in this world. I agreed and we started a nice friendly e-mail conversation going. Every day I clicked on my inbox, hoping to see e-mail from them, and every day I recieved one, if not two, e-mails.
They seemed really nice and wanted to help us on our way, so they gave us their phone number.
I was too chicken to call.
I told him that, and, instead, gave him OUR phone number. So he decided to tease me...
It's true...I had. It was something I swore never to do, but seeing all the "adult" pictures on the websites made me want to try it, so Jason tied me down, blindfolded me, and took some great shots. There are even ones with his cock in my mouth that I actually like (and I don't like many pictures of myself, believe me.)
Saturday night we'd decided to have a few drinks - I'd challenged Jason to get shitfaced, because I'd never even seen him tipsy before. He was on his first drink when the phone rang...with their name on the caller ID.
I didn't want to pick it up.
I was so nervous! Jason told me to answer it, so I did...a very lovely voice asked, "Is this Becca?" It was her! She was so sweet and nice...I spoke with her for awhile about our children and hers and then she said, "So, is there anything you'd like to ask me?!"
YES!
I picked her brain about the rules they have set aside for swinging and how they got started. Then I talked to him...he was so sweet! He flirted over the phone...something you don't get after you get married...and he picked on me something fierce.
I got really, really hot.
Jason then got on the phone with them and talked for awhile. After the phone conversation, we were ready to hop into bed...unfortunately I had a friend staying with us (not the 3-some kind) and she was there, so we couldn't do anything right away.
After an hour or two, she finally went to bed. We eagerly headed into the bedroom and he proceeded to give me some of the best tongue action I've seen in awhile! I was all warm and juicy and ready to go when we realized that Mr. Happy wasn't very happy with the alcohol! Oops! Jason had drunk too much...
He finally managed to rise to the occasion, and within minutes I was biting my lip to keep from screaming out my orgasm. A few minutes later, he followed...he then went into the bathroom and puked...
NOT what you want to have happen after you have a wonderful, relaxing orgasm...
He's fine today, and now remembers why I've never seen him drunk before, but I wonder...if the phone call with them got us that hot, what will happen if/when we jump into bed together?!
ALL kinds of people...
We ran across one that was five miles down the road from us. FIVE MILES! You have to understand...we live in a town that has 150 post office boxes. It's small. so to hear that there was someone literally down the road that was a swinger was a bit of a shock. Just for the hell of it, we contacted them.
They responded.
They were very conscious about getting together with people in the area, and talked a lot about discretion in this world. I agreed and we started a nice friendly e-mail conversation going. Every day I clicked on my inbox, hoping to see e-mail from them, and every day I recieved one, if not two, e-mails.
They seemed really nice and wanted to help us on our way, so they gave us their phone number.
I was too chicken to call.
I told him that, and, instead, gave him OUR phone number. So he decided to tease me...
"I'm not going to tell you WHEN we're going to call, since you were bad and took
dirty pictures without sending me one...."
It's true...I had. It was something I swore never to do, but seeing all the "adult" pictures on the websites made me want to try it, so Jason tied me down, blindfolded me, and took some great shots. There are even ones with his cock in my mouth that I actually like (and I don't like many pictures of myself, believe me.)
Saturday night we'd decided to have a few drinks - I'd challenged Jason to get shitfaced, because I'd never even seen him tipsy before. He was on his first drink when the phone rang...with their name on the caller ID.
I didn't want to pick it up.
I was so nervous! Jason told me to answer it, so I did...a very lovely voice asked, "Is this Becca?" It was her! She was so sweet and nice...I spoke with her for awhile about our children and hers and then she said, "So, is there anything you'd like to ask me?!"
YES!
I picked her brain about the rules they have set aside for swinging and how they got started. Then I talked to him...he was so sweet! He flirted over the phone...something you don't get after you get married...and he picked on me something fierce.
I got really, really hot.
Jason then got on the phone with them and talked for awhile. After the phone conversation, we were ready to hop into bed...unfortunately I had a friend staying with us (not the 3-some kind) and she was there, so we couldn't do anything right away.
After an hour or two, she finally went to bed. We eagerly headed into the bedroom and he proceeded to give me some of the best tongue action I've seen in awhile! I was all warm and juicy and ready to go when we realized that Mr. Happy wasn't very happy with the alcohol! Oops! Jason had drunk too much...
He finally managed to rise to the occasion, and within minutes I was biting my lip to keep from screaming out my orgasm. A few minutes later, he followed...he then went into the bathroom and puked...
NOT what you want to have happen after you have a wonderful, relaxing orgasm...
He's fine today, and now remembers why I've never seen him drunk before, but I wonder...if the phone call with them got us that hot, what will happen if/when we jump into bed together?!
Sunday, August 19
Hello World...
Hi! My name is Becca...okay, it's not really Becca, but I live in a very, VERY small town, with a family that knows how to scour the internet, so Becca it will have to be.
I live with my husband, Jason (again, so not his real name, but I actually like Jason BETTER than his real name!) We have been together for 7 years, and married for 5. Jason works in a local factory creating extremely expensive pieces of furniture. I work as a stay-at-home-mom and have recently become a full-time freelance writer.
We also have two children - our son is 6 and our daughter 3. You won't be hearing much about them here, because this is not a blog about my family.
Simply put: this is a blog about sex.
Jason and I are still madly in love...when it comes to the bedroom, we have our good days and our not so good days, just like anyone else. I slept with one other man besides my husband, but he's had a lot more experience in the bedroom. Between the two of us, we know how to get things done and get them done well.
That being said.
For the past few years I've been extremely turned on by girl-on-girl videos. Watching two women go at it made me feel ashamed - like maybe I was a lesbian and didn't realize it! But no, I enjoy cock too much to go without it, so I wondered what was wrong with me. I started browsing websites and learning more and more about the different relationships and sexual experiences out there, from the polyamorous people to those that are into domination and submission. I learned that I was a submissive in the bedroom, because I want Jason to have total control.
I started learning about swinging.
The idea sounded appealing: to have sex with another man, or a woman, while my husband was doing the same thing right near me? Is that okay?!
I talked with Jason and, just for the hell of it, put a profile up on a few swinging websites. We started browsing around and realized that there were a lot more people, even in our small neck of the woods, that are into swinging than we ever realized!
So here we are, ready to embark on this world together, because after all, how do you know if you like the rollercoaster unless you get on, strap in and ride the ride?
What should you expect from this blog? Questions...LOTS of questions...thoughts about swinging...and, when it happens, a play-by-play of that first experience. I'm getting really hot just thinking about it! I will also be posting stories from my own bedroom, about how horny this whole experience is making both of us, and how we are in the bedroom now.
Strap on - it's gonna be a ride...
I live with my husband, Jason (again, so not his real name, but I actually like Jason BETTER than his real name!) We have been together for 7 years, and married for 5. Jason works in a local factory creating extremely expensive pieces of furniture. I work as a stay-at-home-mom and have recently become a full-time freelance writer.
We also have two children - our son is 6 and our daughter 3. You won't be hearing much about them here, because this is not a blog about my family.
Simply put: this is a blog about sex.
Jason and I are still madly in love...when it comes to the bedroom, we have our good days and our not so good days, just like anyone else. I slept with one other man besides my husband, but he's had a lot more experience in the bedroom. Between the two of us, we know how to get things done and get them done well.
That being said.
For the past few years I've been extremely turned on by girl-on-girl videos. Watching two women go at it made me feel ashamed - like maybe I was a lesbian and didn't realize it! But no, I enjoy cock too much to go without it, so I wondered what was wrong with me. I started browsing websites and learning more and more about the different relationships and sexual experiences out there, from the polyamorous people to those that are into domination and submission. I learned that I was a submissive in the bedroom, because I want Jason to have total control.
I started learning about swinging.
The idea sounded appealing: to have sex with another man, or a woman, while my husband was doing the same thing right near me? Is that okay?!
I talked with Jason and, just for the hell of it, put a profile up on a few swinging websites. We started browsing around and realized that there were a lot more people, even in our small neck of the woods, that are into swinging than we ever realized!
So here we are, ready to embark on this world together, because after all, how do you know if you like the rollercoaster unless you get on, strap in and ride the ride?
What should you expect from this blog? Questions...LOTS of questions...thoughts about swinging...and, when it happens, a play-by-play of that first experience. I'm getting really hot just thinking about it! I will also be posting stories from my own bedroom, about how horny this whole experience is making both of us, and how we are in the bedroom now.
Strap on - it's gonna be a ride...
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